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a toy for them to play with

Wed Apr 25, 2007, 9:32 AM
is my heart just a toy?

ah, enough about love and all of the metaphors that go along with it. just thought i'd update because inspiration is juuuust...about to set in. i can feel it. yes, i know these things. something happened, not so good. not so bad either, in a sense. when such occurs, a flood of inspiration seeps through like blazing fire thirsty for water. thanks to that fucktard of a manwhore :)
now isn't life sweeeeet?
dry sarcasm.

  • Mood: Contempt
  • Listening to: kittie :: sweet distruction interlude

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  • Current Residence: california love
  • Interests: the way people think-aka-psychology
  • Favourite movie: horror flicks, though i never budge nor get scared for some reason
  • Favourite band or musician: this is an impossible question to answer
  • Favourite genre of music: pretty much anything that is deep, has meaning, and substance
  • Favourite artist: vincent van gogh since he was bipolar enough to cut his ear off
  • Favourite poet or writer: edgar allen poe... he was hardcore
  • Favourite style of art: macabre, sepulchral, black&white
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite game: the mind games that people play on one another
  • Favourite cartoon character: not necessarily a cartoon character but the infamous zoloft commercial mascot
  • Personal Quote: hate me for all that i am, and love me for all that i am not
  • Tools of the Trade: eyeliner? no, something inanimate like my imagination and deep-set thoughts

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Nah, unless you get attached, you'll never fully give of yourself to a person, though I understand the sense in not getting attached. You think too much of me. People will never be able to fulfill their potential because their potential is always greater than what they are. Geez what is it with girls and going "CUTE!!"? And I'm victimised by it often. Yeah, but my situation was not my choice and I knew that it was the beginning of a hard time, though I couldn't avoid it. Those are quite inspiring words... he sounds like a cowboy :-D. You know, the impulsive don't-give-a-shit type person who drives off into the distance with the wind blowing in his hair. Lol. Sadly, many people don't know the difference between "your" and "you're". Forgot to put this in, line from an anime. "There is no such thing as coincidence, only inevitability." Yeah and those who don't hide behind facades are persecuted. I think our personalities are similar, our predominant ones. But I have two or three personalities so the others come out to suit the occasion. I'm quite a diverse and adaptable person. Ha ha I'm pretty sure you're a lot more interesting, but you seem to be avoiding talking about your personality. Love is only good if you find a correct person to share it with, otherwise it's one of the most destructive emotions. My aren't we pessimists. Or are we realists? Realistically the chances of intellectuals finding a perfect partner are incredibly slim. Would've been great to have been born dumb and ignorant so that we wouldn't have to think about such deep, stimulating things. Imagine, the most the stimulating phrase would be something like "mind over matter". Anyway, I'm going to refuse to talk much until you reveal what lies beyond your exterior. Aye? :-)

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Wow, you blow me away, and that's a good thing haha. My mind has been...quite dead lately, I admit. As a matter of fact I can be stupid at times :( You have around three personalities? MPD? He has Multiple Personality Disorder. Even though I don't, there's another side to me. If you were to speak to me by messenger then you'd know what I mean haha. Would you rather me start with my good traits or bad? haha kidding. I really don't know what to say about myself at the moment. Let's just say that my life is somewhat of a soap opera. I often wonder if it's by my own-doing.

xoxo

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If 'love' is of truth then that of a virtue, irrefutable and sacred, was never meant for me.
Everything is inevitable, so there's no use worrying :-). We can all be stupid sometimes, we ARE human, I think (",). Well your life is separate from your personality. Just like... What're your likes and dislikes, your dreams etc. just be free and open, I won't judge you. Don't be self-conscious about what you say, just say what you feel and think. Have you applied to get your stuff published? If not, you should. Forgive me if I repeat myself, I'm quite absent-minded. I look forward to hearing from you soon, take care :-)

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The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it - William D. Hazlitt [link] - Don't be afraid to click
I loathe myspace with a passion and would never create such a page. That ridiculous site has no substance. People often abuse it. haha that's all I can think of at the moment. *thinks harder* I'm not emotional, I just feel with intensity. I've been told that I'm too nice for my own good, and believe it to be true. There was a point in life when I promised myself that I would never let anyone destroy me by love. Though, it was bound to happen. Now I know why the symbol of a heart is often associated with love. I've actually felt an ache in my heart. It's painful beyond belief. A friend of mine once told me, "You have to be the shining example to the world of how you deserve to be loved." He was right. Those words inspired me to search for a sense of self through contentment. I am worthy of being loved and respected. He told me that I should just "do it" as in living in happiness from that moment on. "How do I go about doing that?" I asked, he then answered with "'How' isn't a word. Just do it." It was quite brusque but made all the sense in my mind.
Don't worry, you're not repetative. I've never applied to get my writing published. It's a possibility that I will in the future :)

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If 'love' is of truth then that of a virtue, irrefutable and sacred, was never meant for me.
Ha ha I've never been to myspace. My friends use facebook too. I also fell with intensity, that's what I think finding your 'soul mate' (I hate the term) would be like, the most intense passion - so intense that it'd threaten to destroy you. Yes, of course the heart is associated with love because of that, but I think your heart can be activated by all different emotions

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